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goalie41
08-01-2008, 11:21 AM
i took this summer off from playing in league play, but i am still filling in when ask for who ever calls me.

got a call to fill in for a team last night, they guy tells me the league has some good skill level to it, some youngsters from junior A and what not.

i was pretty pumped considering the last game i filled in turned out to be a D league game and well i dont find those to be a challenge, especially since i could out skate the majority of the team i was playing for in my goalie gear (and i did skate the puck through a crowd to center ice to take a shot on the other goalie lol).

so i look this team up.. they are in first place, but they have had over 6 goalies play for them through out the season, and have had loads of goals scored against them.

so, going in i suspected that not ever goalie they got sucked, but that maybe their D isnt as strong as maybe they think it is.

i head in to the game pumped and ready for an uphill battle.

the first period i stood on my head and made it out with one 1 goal against.

the second period i stood on my head for the majority of it, but towards the end i was running out of steam. they worked me over so hard to that point that i was becoming exhausted. my mind knew what it wanted but it was slowly starting to make bad decisions because i was too tired.

the third period started off as bad as humanly possible... guy came in alone right off the opening face off, took a soft wrist shot that i thought was going wide, so i made no save attempt at all.

turns out i was completely off my angle and it went in the goal short side.

literally like 7 seconds in if that. granted the dude should not have been able to come in alone off the opening face off --- but damn, normally i could have made that save wearing bunny slippers!

ended up getting 8 possibly 9 (i stopped paying attention to the score lol) against me.

that just does not happen to me... it was humbling, it was frustrating, it made me want to not play this damn game any more.

i just put in an order for new pads with Scott last week, and i literally had the thought, some point during the 3rd, "wonder if its too late to cancel that order?"

its frustrating because i was frigging one FIRE and then it went to hell in a hand basket.

to make matters more annoying... i have been working out since i started taking my hockey break to hopefully come back in better shape and what not and i didnt feel ANY benefit from it last night.

even though some of the goals going in werent softy type goals, i felt like if i had more energy i could still have possibly stopped more of them.

the only positive i took from the game is that out of all of those goals, only the one was a softy.

usually i can look forward to filling in or playing with my normal team and get that 'loving feeling' back, but since i have taken a break, my old team has been SUCKING badly, like they have only won 2 games and when they lose they are losing like 12-0.

and as luck would have it, i am filling in for them this sunday... a game that i was all ready expecting to require me to show up with not just an A game or even an A+ game, but i need to show up with other peoples A games and combine them with mine in order to be competitive...

Scott Battram
08-01-2008, 11:30 AM
Sounds like you found out why the team doesnt have a regular goalie!

snlsmith
08-01-2008, 12:22 PM
What team was it? Please tell me it was the Matrix.

Timmaayy
08-01-2008, 02:08 PM
When you're getting pounded like that it's hard to stay focused. Sounds like you were playing hard and playing a great game, up until the softie that is! :p

Everyone has bad nights.


I wouldn't worry too much about it.

goalie41
08-01-2008, 05:11 PM
Snlsmith, the team name was moose knuckles or some such.

the guys are the team were real nice and they didnt blame me at all, and id go back... for selfish reason though.

i feel the need to be redeemed lol.

and dont worry Scott, i wouldnt actually cancel :D

psofmars
08-01-2008, 07:19 PM
My whole season was like that. Every game I was in I had at least 40 or 50 shots. The other goalie decided part way in the season he didn't want to play anymore but he finished the year anyway. So when we lost it wasn't so bad to him. To me I thought I wasn't any good at all anymore. Then I had a couple games with like 70 shots and 5 in. The other coaches and teams saying they thought I was good. Then I knew that having all those kinds of games just made me work harder and that always helps. Even if my D sucked and I made some of the best passes on the team. So even if I couldn't be on fire the whole game at least I made a difference. What would the score be if you didn't hold them off for the first part of the game?

Besides if they're good guys to play with that's what makes the game fun.
Sean

goalie41
08-04-2008, 10:00 AM
just a bit of an update...

filled in for my old team... based on their season i was expecting a pretty tough game but i was going in with a positive feeling because i know these guys and trust them.

it was a tough game but in a good way.

i was on fire from pretty much the get go. but the other team was pretty darn strong.

we held tight and took them to a shoot out and the other team won. they only got one goal in the shoot out though and the dude just made a good move, but i still feel like i should have had it.

had a great time, and i wasnt forced to the point of complete exhaustion to keep us in the game so that rocked too.

and the guys were really happy to have me back... we lost but the attitude were so good you could hardly tell.

so 'loving feeling' securely back in place!

Hoosier Daddy
08-04-2008, 10:36 PM
Like psofmars, you just described my entire season.
No matter how pumped I was for a game, it absolutely fell apart and eventually started becoming very mentally draining. I was actually excited that the season would end and I would never have to play with this team again.

Then, some friends of mine reminded me that I was doing this for fun, exercise and beer. There's no money involved, I'm not doing this to feed my family, there are no scouts in the stands (in fact, there's no one in the stands) and I'm a 39 year old fat guy who has to be at work at 8 a.m. on Monday.

ahhhhh.............perspective.

I also came across a post that I made (over there.....), a long time ago, by someone else in a similar situation. "Play with my team that wins all of our games or play with my crappy team that I have to play hard for and lose every game?".
I asked him if he was having fun winning every game or if he liked the challenge and that, personally, I would stick with the crappy team and try to make a difference.

Have fun, regardless of which team you end up playing with, in the fall. I'm hoping that my crappy team will have me back. :D